Since both children are going to school this fall
Ben started talk about it is time for me to go back to work recently
I don't really want to
My old job was pretty stressful
I was at that job for 5 years full time before Howard was born
And worked part time bofore Emma was born
Then I totally left afterwards
After the 3.5 year long vacations
I fear to go back to work
I am afraid of my knowledge is out of date
And I don't have strength to learn new tech. thing
I was keeping thinking for the past years that something could
made us extra income without having me going out to work
I had lots of ideas but less than few was able to be practiced for some reasons
It is seems that even less possible to get myself a job after moving to Temecula
Ben even asked me to apply a job at a supermarket
He said you will earn minimun wages at least
I replied him I can get a better job something like to clean public restroom
Honestly I am not looking down the people who working minimun wages job
But it is not worthy to spend my life for minimun wages
I rather to be a host family to take care of Taiwaness high school kids instead
And I began to think of how to start...
Something happened few days ago
My old boss called me and he hope i can go back to work for him
Nice thing is that I can work his projects at home
he offered me nice part time pay
I accepted
Good timing to get his call
I went to office to meet him today
The project folders I worked 3.5 years ago are still there
It really looks like i just was gone for vacations
My desk is still keeping the way it used to be
It is a part time ,on going job
So the income will be depend on how many hours I work
It is a good feeling to have my own income again though
back to 5,6,7 years ago, I was a rich woman
but no longer I was for 5 years