the best items in my box.

Aubrey,
As a matter of fact, I felt very ashamed of having told you our trip to HK. I have also let you know that our main purpose was to renew Nicole's ID card. If you had not asked me to let the children visit your mother, I would never have met your elder brother again. I prefer not to have that happened in any case. Notwithstanding the children were in very high mood on the way, I still had to experience such kind of exaggerated drama in your family again after so many years . I had never expected it before. You may call your mother for the details. Yet I feel very pleased that now I can leave at any time. So I will not have to suffer any more.

However, this causes me to feel lonely again. This is really despairing. Nevertheless I have a lot of good friends in HK. I had quite a few meetings with my pals and I can't describe how happy I was. I am so grateful that they have come to accompany me. To be honest, except for my friends, I recall nothing about HK.

The saying in the book is meaningful, " God has got everything prepared beforehand. He let all girls of the right age queue in one line. Everyone was allocated a box. It contained joy, fury, sadness, happiness, fame, wealth, gain, loss, marriage, love. Each had different weights. But everything was ready there. Every girl had one box. It was her fate. "I would say I have got two good children in front of me. These are the best items in my box.

You also need to think about your choice for the future. No matter you are single or divorced, you have to be brave. You have to lead a better life. You are responsible for your own happiness. You are not responsible for anybody's comments.

Best regards,
Grace