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袋鼠拔拔

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Lisa letter

2008年06月22日
公開
18

Dear Suney (Jim), I was so happy to receive your e-mail. I have wanted to talk with you for such a long time. I spent much of my messaging with Xiao-yi to prepare for her arrival and I wanted to also talk with you. Tony and I have always cared for you and Xiao-yi. Both of you mean the world to us. I was extremely excited to have Xiao-yi and baby stay with us. I was so looking forward to helping her learn how to take care of a newborn baby. I really enjoy this. It is what I was meant to do. Xiao-yi was like a sister to me. And she was not just a cousin, but a very dear friend. Even though Xiao-yi is gone, that doesn't change my care and love for you. Also, my care and love for Bin-Zhe is enormous. There is nothing that I would want more than to be the caregiver for Bin-Zhe. It hurts me that he has to be with a stranger for so much of his days when he could be with a loving relative like me. I am wonderful with parenting and am saddened by this lost opportunity. I will always be there for you if you need me. Bin-Zhe is always welcome in my home, as well as you. I would love to care for him when I come to Taiwan or at any other time that it is feasible. I hope you will keep the legacy that you and Xiao-yi had for your son to study in the United States. He survived because God has a special purpose for him in this life. He will bring honor to his mother. I have a picture memorial area on my wall in my home that reminds me of Xiao-yi and you and Bin-Zhe. Every day I think of you all. You are always in my heart. The ocean does not keep our hearts apart. A part of my life has died when Xiao-yi passed away. I feel the pain regularly. I can never be the same. I share your hurt. You are not alone. Love, Lisa

思念的網牢牢地套住

2008年06月14日
公開
14

DD今天一如往常 在下午時逗你玩到累了~ 想睡了~就抱你到床上 開始哄哄你~拍拍你~ 知道你要入睡前都是很有脾氣的 所以準備了 "費雪"熱帶雨林音樂鈴 冷氣,風扇 加上一雙拍拍你屁屁的按摩手 這時的你是乎還不是挺滿意 正張開獅牙列嘴準備哭嚎時 我順勢放進最後一招 ~奶嘴~ 一切都靜了下來只剩吸允聲 很快地!你睡著了~ 不一會~你雙手突然揮舞(如肌躍型) 小寶貝不用怕拔拔在你身旁保護你(我又緊張了這不會是腸病毒的病徵吧) DD仰睡雙手往兩側慢慢下墬又會彈起(大約2~3次) 睡著了~拔拔輕輕地拿出你鬆開的奶嘴放在床頭 寶貝~天使媽咪一直都在身旁保護你 你不用怕~乖乖睡 看著放在DD床邊~那張我們初次到野柳所拍的照片 這場景要回到十年前的初識~ ------------------------------- 再拍攝時剛好來了一陣風 你雙手輕拂著頭髮帶著芳香馥郁的笑容入鏡 後來我只放大了這張照片送給了你 我說~我很喜歡這張照片 迎風飄逸下帶著甜美笑容的中等美女~ 相處時很沒有安全感的我 常形容你像風一般的隨性 做事總是大剌剌地不拘小節 反而顯示我比較細膩 前一陣子!在你的房間整理時 無意發現了一個精緻的鐵盒子 打開來看時~ 我寫給你的情書(含隨意寫的小紙條) 我每一時期的大頭照, 初次出遊的合照(包含了這張) 戀愛時的日記 每一樣你都保存的很好, 我那時才驚覺原來你的心思是如此細膩 每一樣我送你的小東西 你都小心翼翼地保存在鐵盒子裡 而我卻是在你離開後 才知道你一直都把我們的愛情故事默默地收藏著. 為什麼開了我一個大玩笑~ 抱著鐵盒子 我好愧疚 半年了~那張思念的網依然沒有鬆開 --------------------------------------

DD竟讓我陷入兩種極大的心情

2008年06月04日
公開
9

今晚不用補習 如往常去保母家看DD 順便帶盒禮去跟保母賠不是 過了一個禮拜多他還記恨在心ㄝ 他透過媽媽來跟我說 我聽了有點火更有點無奈~ 已經跟保母解釋過了 我是新手拔拔 加上失去妳 我對於DD身體只要有稍微不適 我都很注意也因此變得緊張兮兮 (保母)你就體諒一下我目前的心情處境, 沒想到保母的個性也不好才會把這事情一直放在心上 想到從你家要去看DD時,媽媽都會拔好新鮮的菜要我拿去送保母 就是要謝謝及肯定保母把DD養的很好 怎會我一個小誤會他就認為我否定它的辛勞? 加上我一個月付他28000.-,還被他指指點點 算了~現在只要把DD的身體顧健康才是最重要的 其他的都是其次,更不應該跟保母計較是誰受委屈, 一進門DD躺在塑膠地毯正玩著踢踢摩天輪 喔~DD今天看起來有睡飽喔~ 拔拔跟你一起玩好不好ㄚ 拔拔兩天沒有看到你 好想你喔~~~~ 陪DD玩了一個多鐘頭 跟保母說星期六想帶DD回外婆家住一天 順道跟被保母抱在胸前的DD說: 拔拔回去了喔~星期六跟拔拔回家團圓了~ 只見你寶貝兒子竟然轉頭過去~(在告訴我他不要) 天ㄚ~此情此景DD竟讓我陷入兩種極大的心情 喜的是DD現在就這麼聰明了, 悲的是DD現在認為保母才是他的家 我告訴自己12月一考完試 我就每天下班帶DD回家 我要陪DD成長~ 願你原諒現階段我無法讓DD在身邊.